Monday, April 19, 2010

My Backroad

by Arlen J. Levy

When I got desert sand in my toes
I kick it at the golden gate and the lost tribes come marching down the byway

and they toss me bolts of silk and egyptian cotton
I hold on and swing all the way through to Alcatraz

Mount Sinai rumbles under my feet and propels me up to heights
unreachable
diamond heights
Where the houses stand tall and their ugly paint never chips
Where I walk along billygoat hill caressing sprawling greenery
and the soldiers come marching down the freeway
and their feet stamp patterns in the desert sand
making my two realities collide and crumble
precarious

and I fall
onto molested mission streets
empty soda cans and cigarette butts nest in my hair
and the ice cream man rolls over my crooked ankle making the bells on his cart sing
a song that mingles with mariachi music wafting from a chinese doughnut shop

and the lost tribes come marching on through
with their leathery faces and their billowing robes and their leaden feet that stamp patterns in the desert sand

They lay me on their shoulders and I am passed down an aisle
of my heritage
down from the city streets
down through the Nile

When they take me home
I got desert sand in my shoes
So I take them off and I turn them over
and the lost tribes come tumbling across the floor.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Ode to Arlen Levy

by Zola Hjelm

Remember when we swam across the bay
& when we got to the other side
I dumped back in
like a shark spotting trout under ripples
& we walked barefoot
naked & drying
into the burning urban sun
we stepped the asphalt & granite rocks
paved culture & sun shining
eyes of gold
digging to the top of our peak years
Remember how we trudged
the Third St. roads
blinded by night
but all the more
Happy
& smiling I remember all the stupid shit we pulled
& all the traits we
trade
saving our pennies for luck
then throwing them behind backs
for the Next to pick up on
blurred
but never forgotten
Haze of relentless camped out
Sweet days
& Reckless nights

Sunday, April 11, 2010

COOKIE LADY

by Mike Berger

Traffic was fierce.‭ ‬I was running late‭;
the‭ ‬Bell hop gave me a wink as I
took the elevator.‭ ‬I had the usual
room,‭ ‬paid by the company.

The john was a squatty aerospace
engineer.‭ ‬The service had checked‭
him out.‭ ‬He was a negotiator on
a multimillion dollar contract.

He was shy even embarrassed.‭ ‬He
was unconscious of his wedding ring.
He twisted it a dozen times.‭ ‬I must
admit he wasn't much of a lover.‭ ‬Out
of the room I put on my wedding band.

This was my Thursday ritual‭; ‬leaving‭
the kids with my husband and heading
out to my‭ "‬art class‭"‬.‭ ‬For an hour's work
the pay was great.

I stopped in the bar for a drink.‭ ‬I needed‭
to unwind.‭ ‬Then I was hit on by a good
looking guy.‭ ‬What is this world coming to‭;
he could easily see I was wearing a‭
wedding ring.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

outside

by Kevin Coons

holed up in anchorage
for the winter
im trying to write some bullshit poem
about the beauty of falling snow

it's hours i'm at it and
sometimes i forget the simple things
like sincerity/
like feeding myself

so soon i'll have to walk
out into the snowstorm
out into the meat-grinder

it's hours i'm at it and
out my window
it's just getting colder
and darker

but inside
I can't hear myself think
over the thunder of my empty stomach

sad story

*Phoebe Prince suicide

Friday, April 9, 2010

AS SHE GRINDS

by Craig Sernotti

As she grinds
her tattoos
& fake tits
into my face
I wonder
if her
obituary
will have a
picture.
She says
I can take off
my pants.
Muscle
by the door
turns his back.
& we live
happily
ever after
until
the next
song

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Judeo-Christian hospitality

by Tarik Linthicum

Let's be cutthroat and spill the blood of a thousand martyrs, revel in their mystic cacophony.

Float, a barge in veins, sail up arteries, catch a souvenir
or two.

Glide, tear the flesh, from the inside, ripping, ripper, exposing the soul's cowardly
quiver.

Emerging, making a mark at the center of the dartboard,
ignoring the hoard of missed opportunities.
Let it flash,
as it only can in moonlight,
the sleek glimmer of
hard-wrought metal, implant
purple-heart bravado. And later on,
we can say they died with honor.

Authorial minds hiding behind dictatorship, issuing forth communal wells
of heaven-sent shit, that scent is fresh, and the dogs of war
smell flesh; ripping, ripper,
expose the soul's cowardly quiver.

That sweet bliss of mist, that
drowsy sense of
uncertainty, shadows


in blind spots.

A pandemic run rampant arrest-
ing alkaline droves the salty taste of iron saturated in every ion
of fiber. Leaven loaves with alchemical mold, maturing in
an imaginary grove.

Eyes plucked, fair is fair, blind
to worldly affairs, and now the ears must hear, the soul
train of heaven. The anticipation carried by the tracks, a koan on loan, until you

settle the facts; dejected by an ephemeral nirvana. The map is valid, if the damned

territory ceases to wander. Neutral expiation, and
a rather arbitrary duration.

Left

Right
Left
Left
Right
Left

rather arbitrary directions; always
a rather arbitrary explanation.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Train Wreck

by Judi Brannan Armbruster

A train ran through the backyard of our wrong side of the tracks rental
young and pregnant and mostly alone
I heard longing in its whistle echo off bare cinder block walls.
He loved his dealing, his bar life, he would spring from our half finished
love bed to answer the door then leave without a word
not returning until the 0530 whistle faded into sunrise.

Emotional distance is a treatment hard to take.

The emotional blackmail of retaliation hurts more
Forgettable love making mixed pregnant hormones into hatred -
yet I stayed, heavy with hope for the future.
It was always push and pull with him, never steady,
always looking for the glory train, quick buck dream of riches.
Mr. Wheeler Dealer never made it past mundane middleman.

He drove a used Mercedes, we lived on Welfare.
He refused to be more than a sperm donor, half assed babysitter.
He made me crazy with worry, brought home pistol packing strangers.
He told me cocaine was the next big thing.
I got on that train for a while, rode it to suicide wrists.
Mysterious migraines arrived at 1600, no train
needed to tell the time, only the dread of what crazy thing
would come through the door wanting food or money.

Twice I left him,

and twice he pulled me back with good daddy promises.

It took me 8 years to see that no train could carry this

baggage of wanting what was never there.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

"No Man's Land"

by Tyanah August

There’s no such thing, as valentines in no man's land
No red roses with soft, puckering petals
Sprinkled delicately upon the carpets and tile
Of staircases and hallways into bedrooms and bath tubs
There’s no such thing as passionate soul stirring declarations of
Undying
Unyielding
Everlasting
Patient
Unselfish
Love
In fact, in this town we question rather it exists
There’s no balloons or “ribbons in the sky”
No tattoos of lips on necks
There’s no candle light in no man's land
No lingerie
No dimly lit cabarets
No slow jams in no man's land
….But there is a distinct understanding of the difference between a Fantasy and what’s real
No fairy tales
Glass slippers
Poison apples
Foxes, hounds or thumpers
Sleeping beauties or dutiful princes
There is no dependency to intangible dreams
Or evening star wishes
No unwelcome greetings by disappointment
In no mans land we commit to our focus
No one else’s
And it remains undeterred through necessary sacrifice
So don’t ask the residents about their love lives
Because regardless, they love life

Thursday, April 1, 2010

The 909

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